Tuesday, August 5, 2008

the future freaks me out

so justin (Motion City Soundtrack) gets the kudos for putting everyone's thoughts to music.

i totally freaked myself out last night (this morning, 4 am.), thinking about the future. maybe it's just teenage low-ego but i really haven't found a topic i'm passionate about or something i'm particularly good at.

thennn i decided that i'd be okay with whatever happens, because everything happens for a reason. now i just have to believe that.

so.

here are some things i've always (always being relative) wanted to do. (wiggles indicate the not-so-much anymore jobs)
- work at a clothing store/boutique
- work at a wedding dress boutique
- book store worker/owner
- writer
- artist
- photographer
- barista
- musician
- best mum ever
- world traveler
- pretty much anything in the alternative scene. (clothing, teching, playing, merch booth-ing...)
~ glass-blower
~ cashier
~ flight attendant
~ one of those people that makes the displays in store windows.. you know
~ teacher


and i'm significantly feeling better.. i mean, i have the whole rest of my life to try all these things... screw money. and no one's stopping me.

ps. i'm NOT suicidal. -turns that into a mantra-

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