Current Status - Deep Thoughts

My kitty died last night. I'm gonna miss him so much... He was so cute. He was only 2 in human years, but his soul felt way older. He was like a mom to his brother Bugsy.
He was sick yesterday. He had the "kitty flu". No big deal right? It got worse the entire day.... My dad took care of him... and he died that night. Later though, after I had fallen asleep.
When all I knew was that he was sick, I was worried he was gonna die. I was reading The Bible (which is not a normal habit for me) and I was listening to my iPod. At the time I was reading that you should put your faith in The Lord, and he will save you, I was listening to Flyleaf. It was "All Around Me" at the time where she says "I believe you, I believe."
So that's what I did. Everyone says to hand it over to God. I did. And I cried for about an hour. But I felt better knowing it was being taken care of.
So when my mom woke me up at 7 in the morning and said "Asher passed on." I realized that that was the way it was meant to be. It was Asher's time to go. So I feel way less devastated than I would have.
God bless you Asher. We love you.
Did I mention that Fergie's New Years Resolution was to be "[L]ess Fergalicious"
Weeeeeeeee-red.