Sighs

i'm gonna steal my wife's habit...
i am currently listening to kill hannah. lips like morphine. over and over again.

i promised you the next chapter, here it is...
just thought i'd let you all know that this story's going on hiatus, i'm bored of the plot at the moment.
if you all want me to continue, let me know which way you want the story to go... i still about 12 chapters to post, don't worry.. yet.
i just started a new story about a girl named Adrie, i've got.. like three paragraphs. She's a pyromaniac with a troubled past.. she might die in the end. It's depressing, really. I have no idea what's happening to her.
So.. yeah. Chapter Six: [i think. let me know if i posted the wrong chapter.. i can't keep track of it all.]
I was lying on my back on the grass in Pete’s backyard, staring at the clouds. Pete was sitting next to me.
He broke the silence. “What do you think Gabrielle’s going to do?”
I looked at him. “I have absolutely no idea Pete.”
“Well, we’d better plan for everything then… It’ll probably prove Murphy’s Law true…”
“Of course.”
“We’ll have to find out when she plans to act though…” He trailed off, thinking.
“We need to get more information, okay Pete? I need to keep my mind off Gabbie so can we not talk about this now?” It was true. My heart hurt every time I thought of her. I couldn’t kill her. Even if I wanted to I couldn’t. She was too much part of me.


GABBIE:
William was true to his word. Only fifteen minutes after he’d left Audrey showed up. She was about 5’ 10’’, with red hair.
I was sitting at my desk, carefully writing out my plan. I knew I wouldn’t forget what my plan was, but I wanted to make sure I had everything.
Audrey appeared in front of me. “William said you wanted me?”
I looked up at her. “Ah, yes. Did he tell you why?”
“He said I was supposed to help you with your mission, and follow your orders, even if it killed me. I suppose that’s what he really wants isn’t it? Just because I turned him down.” She sounded bitter, and looked at me expectantly.
“Well, Audrey, I wasn’t planning on killing you… Of course, that can be arranged.” I smiled at her, flashing perfect teeth.
“As tempting as that sounds, no thanks.” She smiled back at me, glad that I was being friendly. I noticed her fangs were longer than most vampires.
“All right, here’s my plan.” And I explained it to her.
The plan was this. We were going to focus on them individually. First, I was going after Pete. I’d fought him one-on-one before, so I had a basic idea of his fighting style. After I’d defeated him (we were banking on me winning) I’d either get Audrey to come guard him or bring him to her to guard. Audrey would make sure he didn’t get away, while I went after Brendon. After I’d defeated Brendon, (once again presuming I’d survived) we’d each bring our charge to Headquarters, where we’d present them to William.
“We need to lay a false trail,” Audrey remarked after I’d explained the plan.
“Very true,” I mused, thinking of what sort of false trail I’d lay.
“Don’t worry about it,” she said suddenly. “I’ll take care of it.”
“Thank you Audrey. I will be training if you need me.” I stood up and went to the training room to practice for my fight with Wentz.

Blonde-ness. Yes, b-l-o-n-d-E! rawrlz.

i got a quiz thinger in mah email and thought i'd let you all know how very very blonde i am.

the x's indicate what i do.. the parentheses are my comments.

1.I have walked into a glass/screen door. x
2.I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen. x
3.I have choked on my own spit and thought I WAS gonna die. [though i was gonna die? no.. choke? yess...]
4.I've seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it. [never seen it. :(]
5.I type only with my pointer fingers.
6.I have 'accidentally' caught something on fire. X
7.I've told a cop to go away. x [ooo smite sierra!]
8.I have attempted to sip out of a straw but missed and it accidentally went up my
nose, rather than my mouth. x
9.I have thought of something funny, and laughed out loud and people looked at me weird. X
10.I've caught myself drooling.
11.I've 'accidentally' caused an explosion. .... x
12.If someone says the word 'fart', I can't help but laugh.
13.I've been into a 'Do Not Enter' door plenty of times. x
14.Sometimes I just...stop thinking & zone out. X
15.It is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow. X [seen my bfffffrawr do it]
16.I just tried to lick my elbow. [i know i can't.. not that i haven't tried.]
17.People sometimes shake their heads and walk away from me. X
18.People often tell me to use my 'inside voice'. x
21.I've jumped off a moving vehicle. x
22.I've eaten a bug for $5 or less. [it was 15...]
24.I re-post chain letters because I'm scared of what they threaten.
25.I've removed my pants when I was with friends. x
26.I've ran around naked when I was with friends. x
27.I've searched all over the place for something, and then realized
its in my hand. X
28.I 'accidentally (sometimes)break' a lot of things. X
29.My friends know not to use big words on me.
30.I put my head to the side when I'm confused. x
31.Sometimes I start telling a story and suddenly forget what I'm
talking about. X [all the time]
32.I've fallen out of my chair before. X
33.When I'm laying in bed, I sometimes stare at the ceiling and try
to find pictures and words in the texture. X

-holds fingers up in mock-gun position- PANTS OFF! ahahaaaa... (amy and ruby knows what i is talking about..)

haha.. i'm gonna post a new chapter tomorrow...
loves!

my posts have been getting shorter and shorter every time..
i need some help you guys.
i'll post all that i have of the story, and then i need you to tell me what happens next, 'cos i sure don't know what happens.
like, comment.

check out my bestestest friend/wife's blog [the wife thing's kinda a long story, we aren't actually married]
http://www.shesahandsomewoman.blogspot.com

and she has this.
i NEED his glasses.
you all should but me a pair of smurfs.

i'm so tired of making enemies.
i don't really care anymore.
not to mention i have no motivation.
-drops out of school-
i don't care it's not legal.
goodnight.

you know, some people say that dandelions are weeds. but i think, who decided tulips were so great?

and


so... the diet-cola cap returns to challenge the master.

- my kung-fu kitty

Panic Is No More

so i can't go to that concert i wanted to.
well, i can.
my bff [jill XD] can't go.
and i'm not going without her.
biiii

Criss Angel Mindfreak - Building Float

you have to watch for like 15 seconds before he starts floating. he's really cool! he can walk through glass and steel, put his arm through people, walk on water...
youtube Criss Angel to find other ones.

Georg Listing

He's a cross between Ronnie Winters and Brent Wilson. Totally radykull. Just like Mrs. Jost ^_^ wink wink nudge nudge wifey. :)

rawr

you rip them from my mouth
before they've even flown
pulled out
you're a fisherman
reeling in your latest catch.
you
twist them
turn them
kill them
until
they're not mine
they're something completely different
now
they're your words
stolen
now they fall
gracefully
from your painted lips
traced on
from some ancient painting
no one
will ever know
that they were mine first
because
beauty never lies.
someone as perfect as you
would never be capable
of something bad.
but beauty is a parody
in the same was i'm an anachronism
i don't belong here
you do.
and they're your words now.
i don't want them.
you can keep them.
i don't have a use for them.

lalala i think i'm harry potter, apparently.

Ippopotamo

no idea what it is.
no idea where i heard it.
it's fun to say.
something about tokio hotel.
ippopotamo.

Encore

no, i don't.
or do i? i didn't know i did. but then again, maybe i just forgot.
perchance, it slipped my mind?

i don't.
or do i?
no wait wait, we've done this before.
but encore, encore....
the crowd wants more?

Ew Food/Maggot Discussion

Ew. [IMing]
honey is a kitty.
me: SON OF A PINATA!!!!

THAT HURRRRT!

J: WHY ARE YOU YELLING

me: gawd honey you really have some sharp claws

J: WHY AM I YELLING?

me: i have absolutley no ideer

J: :) honey. she sounds soooo cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee. take piks than bring 2 scholllllllllllllllllllo

me: o.o no can do

camera is eklektronik, remember what happened last time you had something eklektronik?

J: shudders yesh, but you can print then off the camera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me: you can't survive on ice cream, it's been proven

J: psh. why not

its got milk.

and its food.

me: X__x

ew. my food is ew

J: OMG! ur ikon!!!!!!!!!

me: mmhmm

is it not beautiful?

J: its very true.

me: ew! i do not want ew food!

J: im eating spagettyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

me: but if i don't eat ew food, i will die. then i'll become ew food for ew maggots.

J: u cant die wifey!

me: that's why i am eating ew food.

J: yay!

me: bleghh

-throws ew food at wall-

DO NOT WANT EW FOOD!

J: we've been over this.

me: ew food is ew. let ew food be food for ew maggots.

J: but if i don't eat ew food, i will die. then i'll become ew food for ew maggots.

J:
u cant die wifey!
A
that's why i am eating ew food.

J:
yay!

NO. what will i do whith out my wifey...

me: make out with ew maggots, what else?

J: any else BUT THAT

*anything

me: be eaten by ew maggots.

the one in the corpse bride was disturbing...

J: shudders

Elsewhere [Somewhere, Everywhere, in The Bottoms of our Hearts]

Messed up,
spun around,
upside down,
out of town, lost.
twisted
in the blender of society.
mixed up, mashed up.
unrecognizable.
whitewashed walls cover up, mask,
our pain
that was spilled out of our hearts, onto the walls.
the shadow
that life doesn't have to be.
graffiti
that expresses us
who we are
deep down.
it's too dark
too different,
too controversial
for them to accept.
for anyone
who wasn't there
who hasn't seen
who has lived
elsewhere.
where
children skip, sing, frolic
rolling in the meadows
the sunflower fields.
where we all sing
of love,
of joy.
it could be like that
if we'd just cooperate.
but
after
humans got a F on their evolutionary report card
in playing with others.

Ich schrei in die nacht fur dich, lass de-umm right, Chapter FIve, Gabbie!

Okay, I thought to myself. How am I going to do this?
“William?” I called out. I was staying at Headquarters for the time being. I was sitting in a chair behind a desk in one of the spare rooms.
“Yes?” He appeared in the doorway. He was so fast. It always amazed me, even after two years.
“I need help.” I didn’t want to do this, but it was either ask for help or die. I defiantly didn’t want to do the latter.
He walked into the room and sat on the edge of the desk in front of me. “What do you need help with, sweetie?”
Okay, hold up. Did he just call me sweetie? He did not just call me sweetie.
I took a deep breath. (Yes, I’m dead, but I can still breathe. I just don’t need to.) “How am I supposed to capture them both?!?!” I was whining but I didn’t care. “Can’t you take it back? Please?”
“I can’t do that. You need this. We need this. Besides, I gave you this mission at a Gathering. Even if I wanted to I couldn’t.” He sat for a moment, thinking. Then he looked back up at me. “You can have Audrey.”
Audrey was another member of The Cult. She was kind of an outcast, because she’d turned William down.
“What?” I asked, confused. “What do you mean, ‘have her’?”
“I mean I’ll order her to do whatever you want. You can use her to help with whatever you need.”
Audrey wasn’t a good seeker or tracker, but she was capable of guarding. She wouldn’t let her charge get away once he was captured. A plan was already forming in my mind.