Panic! Vs. Panic

never thought i'd say this.. but the name looks a little lonely without its '!'... i kinda miss it...

this game is scary fun... it's addicting

ok ppls

there is a difference between sleeping and dieing...
i was feeling crappyyyy... cried for like 3 hours.. but im like wayyy betttttter now...
and im gonna marry petey.. sorry jessie u cant have him anymore...

haii....

im scared

i just want it to stop...
i wish i had sleeping pills so i wouldn't have to deal.
that's all i do.
run away and make excuses.

anonymous

serious eyeliner?
never really thought about it.
not really that serious.

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

This has *got* too be one of the sweetest songs out there, along with Hero/Heroine.

Your Guardian Angel

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Your Guardian Angel Lyrics

are you?

are you willing to accept the truth whatever it takes?

i love her tattoo.

it's written in sharpie on the inside of my wrist right now.

it "speaks" to me.

I was feeling a tad poetic

good things *can* come of G2BMe's! i was sitting there spacing out so i was doodling... and this is what happened next.

"Lies"

we lie, we pose

we act like we don't care

as if it doesn't hurt us

we act invincible

as if we stand on top of the world

but we can feel the ground underneath our feet sinking in

we hide

we don't show who we are for fear of rejection

we say yes

when what we really mean is no

meanings are deeper than words

what we say is not necessarily what we feel

no one knows who we really are

we aren't even sure it ourselves

when you look in the mirror

do you see you?

or who you pretend to be?

we twist words to our liking

we fake it so they wont know



i like it. it's a poem i'll share for once.

Brendon; Single, Lonely Unlovable?

This made me laugh so hard!
"-Ahem- I'm happily married."

In which I rant about society

Well? Did you miss the 3rd wave of feminism or something? Why does everyone seem to take gay as bad? I personally am not gay but would have no problem telling the world I was is I was gay... Does that make sense? Society seems to have numbed us to our abilities to open our minds. Do you guys ever feel as if it's like Finger 11's new album? Them vs. You vs. Me? I feel so much like that! It's them (them being the masses) vs. you (you.) vs. me (me being *me*)..... Oh and for those of you who don't know what the 3rd wave of feminism was... too bad. I suggest Vickie Howell's CRL podcast with Debbie Stoller, author of the Stitch 'N Bitch series. I think it's perfectly horrible the way we consider gays to be bad... I'm pretty damn pissed right now. My friend logged off of IM after I said 'I ♥ Madita.' Her response was... (to quote) 'eww you love a girl sick' and then she logged off. no goodbye. how messed up is that?
No matter. Yes, it hurt my feelings that my friend's response was that, but I moved on. We can't live in the past.
Life's a rose garden.
(yes i mean a rose garden.)
We have to deal with the thorns to enjoy the beauty of the flowers.

i can take a hint

gack = { squidmen are attacking

dudes can u tell im bored? i actually made a scroller...

- AFI Lyrics
lalalala BORED!

:(

gahhhhhhhh why do i even post?

Current Status - Deep Thoughts

My kitty died last night. I'm gonna miss him so much... He was so cute. He was only 2 in human years, but his soul felt way older. He was like a mom to his brother Bugsy.
He was sick yesterday. He had the "kitty flu". No big deal right? It got worse the entire day.... My dad took care of him... and he died that night. Later though, after I had fallen asleep.
When all I knew was that he was sick, I was worried he was gonna die. I was reading The Bible (which is not a normal habit for me) and I was listening to my iPod. At the time I was reading that you should put your faith in The Lord, and he will save you, I was listening to Flyleaf. It was "All Around Me" at the time where she says "I believe you, I believe."
So that's what I did. Everyone says to hand it over to God. I did. And I cried for about an hour. But I felt better knowing it was being taken care of.
So when my mom woke me up at 7 in the morning and said "Asher passed on." I realized that that was the way it was meant to be. It was Asher's time to go. So I feel way less devastated than I would have.
God bless you Asher. We love you.
Did I mention that Fergie's New Years Resolution was to be "[L]ess Fergalicious"
Weeeeeeeee-red.

Current Status - Worried

My kitty is sick! Mum says that he has the kitty flu.. but I'm not sure. He won't move, he doesn't drink, he won't eat and he won't sleep! Asher is scaring me. I want to take him to the vet, but Mum says that he's okay.
I had planned to have a happy "happy new years" post but oh well. I stayed out skiing until 11:30, and now I'm sore.
My New Years Resolution - Sorry, but last year my resolution was not to make a resolution this year. LOL
I found this in an old RD:
"All Over The Map"
The Washington Post asked its readers to combine two countries into one great nation. Here's what they came up with.
Spain + Italy = Spitaly, where the first three rows of the National Opera come with complimentary ponchos.
Oman + Bolivia = Oblivia, the land that time - and everyone - forgot.
Tuvalu + Sudan = Tudalu, where people leave as soon as they can.
Fiji + Haiti = Fijiti, with the highest per capita caffeine consumption
Botswana + Kuwait = Botwait, the corporate headquaters of Ginsu International and Ronco Worldwide.
I thought it was really funny, but that's just me.
Tudalu!